Remembering the Pain...

I found myself thinking tonight about people, specific people that I "Wrote Out Of My Life" 9 months or so ago. Feeling soft, like maybe it's better to be the good person and forgive and forget... now if your reading this the good in most people would agree that that would be best... but is it?? If these people have been toxic to you and you have tolerated it for years before you said, enough is enough... And if not only yourself, but your kids were being hurt by these people... should you ever really get soft and forgive and forget?? Well I am the type of person that always has... Problem is the cycle always comes completely back around and once again, myself and my family is hurt... Well the beauty of it this time, which helps keep me strong is they lashed out towards my family in vicious Emails, And Of course I printed them. When I am feeling weak like I was today, It just takes reading that vicious email to remind me the hurt they have caused. The lesson here is for centuries, we have forgiven people, not because they deserved it, just because we forget about the pain they cause. Toxic People that is... but in Today's world, Toxic people don't just lash out verbally, they do it in Email, on Social Media Sites, Text messages... This type of communication can become a permanent record, permanent reminder of the Terrible person they really are... So think Twice in Anger, Do I really mean what I am about to Type, or Text, Spoken Words are easily forgotten... Printed or typed words are rarely forgotten! I need to remember what is improtant, and that is to protect my fanily, and do whats best for me and my kids... I pray each and everyday that the damage I allowed them to do to my oldest child, that someday he will forgive me... Goodnight all! Sleep tight... and God Bless!